Missouri

Went and saw what Springfield, Missouri was all about this month. It's weird there, there are NO MOUNTAINS!!! How does anyone know where they are going!!?? Not to mention the humidity was horrible and it was only 60 degrees! I can only imagine how it is in the middle of summer. I hate to sweat so I don't know if I could handle living there. I would never leave my house! haha

People there are nice and talk like country folk, its great!!

Got a little too personal with a couple country boys. :/ Don't know how I feel about that.Now I have a MAYBE!! ughhh so stressful!!

 Met some new potential friends. Best of all Dan and I actually got along!! yay!! haha. I was a little worried we would just be fighting the whole time and Mona would have to kill us both!

People there are really easy to talk to and have fun with. That might beat out the humidity and I could possibly live there!!

This is Tessa & Me @ Bugsy's. She's a good time. She pretty much bought our drinks all night!!

Ingrid, Monique, Tessa, and Me. Ingrid is an awesome chick. She's about 5 feet tall with 6 feet of attitude. She is hilarious!!

Tessa, Me, and Mo.

Had a great time at Bugsy's with these amazing people!!

Dan, Ryan, and Cody.


Bugsy's just one of the many bars in downtown Springfield, so I'm told. It's the only one I saw and the only one we went to. It was too fun there. Lots of creepers at this bar, and they didn't even try to hide it. haha

I would maybe move there, and definitely go visit. Who knows what will happen. All I do know is that if this maybe turns into more, I am out of here!! Oh boy....

Babies in your 30's

So I have babies on my mind again!! It's kind of a phase I go through every now and again. I sometimes wish I would have had my babies already and be done, then other times I am so grateful I don't have kids right now. Where would I be? What would I be doing? Would I have ever went back to school and got the degrees that I have? (That I am not doing anything with anyways, so that really wouldn't be a change)

I think 35 is a great age to start having children, then again I think "is that too old?" Ughh who really knows. I mean in Utah I am an old maid considering most people start their families at the ripe of 18-20!! That's just craziness if you ask me!! You are still a child yourself. You have no goals and usually no job! Then in Hollywood the perfect age to start having children is 40!!

It's really only considered strange to not have at least 4 children by age 25 in Utah. We're a different kind of state. The MORMON state. We prefer to be called Later Day Saints haha. That a whole other subject!!

I don't exactly have any prospects that I would consider having children with right now. Every guy I have been with would NOT be ideal father material. I am too closed off to actually date someone. I really don't know what is wrong with me. I'm just a Douche Bag magnet!! I would rather be alone than be with anyone right now. That may change but I don't really see if happening. Good thing there is such things as SPERM BANKS!! For us single ladies that don't want to stress and annoyance of the dreaded BD (Baby Daddy!!)

Just another day!!

So today I turned 31 years old. I don't feel any different. I have mixed feelings about getting older. I mean I don't look any older than I did when I was 25, which is a good thing. I don't want to get wrinkles or have my body start to break down or anything like that, but getting old isn't so bad.

The difference between your 20's and your 30's is that when you're 20, you worry entirely too much about what people think about you. In your 30's you don't care... as much!!

The only thing I do wish is that I would have decided what I wanted to do with my life in my 20's so I could already be doing it in my 30's. Better late than never I suppose.